It’s never too late. So many truly creative individuals find themselves in a profession/career/business they do not want to be in. Ultimately, you do have a choice. Are you doing what you really want to do? If the answer is “no,” but you feel that you are already too invested in this profession/career/business to abandon it right now, then I recommend you find a creative way that gives you some happiness. Then make it a priority to spend at least a few hours a week involved in that creative harmony. The way you transform your neurotic tendencies into creative/artistic/courageous tendencies is to begin trusting your intuition more, taking more chances, being more honest, living more spontaneously and not judging the results, but simply honouring and appreciating the increased freedom those results reflect. Eventually, your intuition will become free enough to show you a new kind of extraordinary way, which replaces the need for you to control your life neurotically with your faith in your ability to handle life courageously and creatively.